~ PRINCESS N▲Y ~

Is it bad that I think i’m a little in love with my Best friend?

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Holla. H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y T O Y O U . < 3

 So basically ive just taken a moment to say…

I said I’d never forget your face, Vaulted away inside my head, And memories never seem to fade, You were the best part of my life, Smile like you don’t give a damn about the consequence, just say anything, We say summer holds such wonderful things. Forever’s never seemed so long as when you’re not around it’s like a piece of me is missing. We can kick it here for hours, And just mouth off about the world, And how we know it’s going straight to hell. My lungs gave out As I faced the crowd. I think that keeping this up could be dangerous. I’m flesh and bone, I’m a rolling stone And the experts say I’m delirious. I feel like dancing tonight, I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right, everybody get kinda awesome. It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare, Woah! ‘cause I feel like dancing tonight. And long live the fast times, so come what may, I don’t think I’ll ever be saved Our song has not been sung, Long live us. Show me a smile then, Don’t be unhappy, can’t remember When I last saw you laughing If this world makes you crazy And you’ve taken all you can bear, You call me up Because you know I’ll be there. And I’ll see your true colors Shining through, I see your true colors And that’s why I love you.

We’ve come so far and have so much longer to go, despite the recent months, Keep Smiling

She was scared, Unprepared. Lost in the dark. Falling Apart, I can survive, With you by my side. We’re gonna be alright. This is what happens when two worlds collide. The world comes to life And everything’s bright From beginning to end When you have a friend By your side That helps you to find The beauty you are When you open your heart And believe in When you believe in When you believe The gift of a friend. The world is ours if we want it, We can take it if you just take my hand, There’s no turning back now, Baby, try to understand. The feelings are lost in my lungs They’re burning, I’d rather be numb And there’s no one else to blame. I’ve always been the kind of girl, That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I’ve got to say But I have this dream, Right inside of me, I’m gonna let it show, It’s time to let you know. to let you know This is real, This is me, I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now, Gonna let the light shine on me…  And when I hear you on the radio, I’d never wanna change a single note. It’s what I tried to say all along, You’re my favorite song.

I wouldnt be here today without you, and you have made me who i am and i love you so so so so so so so much it hurts

Wake up! A voice hits the air on a lonely coast And I’ll sing along like a prayer for you I can dream up the words. Someday I’ll drive, close both my eyes. We’ll swim in circles in the blue lights, it’s gonna be the best day of my life. Burned out, It gets you down, We’ve all been there sometimes But tonight I’ll make you feel beautiful once again. Call me crazy,  I’ve always tried to remind her that the future’s, Just a few heartbeats away from disaster, I’m afraid, that I’ve thrown it all away. No! At the top of our lungs, There’s no, no such thing as too young, When second chances won’t leave you alone. This love was out of control Tell me where did it go?

I know none of this is making sense but basically i wanted to mix up everything you love so yeah

Friend of mine, I’ve tried a revolution. Everyone’s screaming, “It’s not fair, it’s not fair.” This is not pretend, don’t play the end. I know you’re real and not just a book I read. Soon I will show you how a heart can never fail, never change. I’ll never change. If music be the food of love, play on. Pretty little lady with your swollen eyes, Would you show them to me? I know I’m not that perfect But you stay awhile Baby, then you will see, Don’t give up, Baby I know that its shaky… This world it needs a cleansing removing all the filth. Wearing your masks of envy but I see you still. But I see you still. But I see you, see you, see you still. Dream if you please, But dream as if you’ll live forever. And live as you wish, But live as if you’ll die today. I ain’t no James Dean. This rebellion has it’s cause. You can’t pick up where I left off, cause’ you know you’re in the wrong. This will be, The death of you. This is it, Cause we all know, You’re afraid of the truth. Take this as a warning, a simple thing. Make this something that you’ll hold, Close to your heart. Please write this down, Please make this yours. Learn the word forgiveness and I’ll show you… Grace like you’ve never have seen. Grace like you’ve never have seen. I’ll show you grace.

Have a wonderful, happy, spontaneous day my Gorgeous bestfriend. Thankyou for all the memories we have shared, thankyou for all the times you have listened to me rant and cry. You are my bezzie to put up the xmas tree with, to laugh about hotdogs with, to cuddle my ankle and cry at the tv, to sing and dance and not care if people can see, to spend a good half an hour laughing at bed that moves up and down, to laugh at people that think theyre genuine when theyre so fake, to tag along with anybody but always have each other. Im extremely appreciative of you, because for one, you’re my best friend (duh), but you’re honest, and supportive. we sorta became best friends on accident, like two little girls playing in the sand box, and we’re inseparable for the rest of the day. Of course we’ve had our ups and out downs but we got past them and moved on, and I’m so, so happy for that. I really don’t know what I would do if I lost you as a best friend, I mean sure I’ll have my boyfriend (LOL THAT JOKE), but it’s not the same, and every girl knows that. Your best friend is like the sister you’ve never had, the girl you can share all your secrets with, and you know she won’t share them with anyone (#awkwardtextsrecentlyyouknowwhatimsaying). You’re that girl. You’re literally the sister I’ve never had, and I love that. I love how we can call each other mean derogatory names, but we know we’re joking. I love how we can talk about guys we’ve liked, or loved, and we’ll be supportive about it. I love how whenever you come around youre still always so polite and we both laugh about it but youre still scared of my dad :’) I love how we can be open about who we are, and how we’ll be the first ones to admit it. I love how we still have sleepovers. I love how we can be severely honest with each other, and not spare our feelings, because the truth is better than a lie. I love how we can talk about Diabetes, Depression, everything. I love our inside jokes. I love how back in year8 we also were the ones who tried fixing things with friends. I love that you want to be a teacher, because you will be so amazing at it, and children will love you, and ill get to come visit you at work and all the children will tell me how they Love Miss Abi, and shes funny and cool and their favourite teacher. These are the things i still look forward to sharing with you. These are the better times that will come. I hate how we weren’t close for a while purely because i think it changed us both loads and it makes me sad because of all the memories we could have had in that time. Now, I cannot wait until summer, to go for cycles, spend days at the beach, You, Ellie, Megan and I having movie nights and eating crap, watching the sunset, meeting new people together, getting drunk and not throwing up ;D , and DIABETES CAMP and generally finally feeling free, Escaping the dump of BSG and GCSEs and finally being able to see you and ellie and megan loads. You’re my best friend, and I hope that you’ll always be, and if not that will suck.

SO YEAH, A very Happy 16th Birthday to You! 16/05/2013

You deserve to be Happy, I love you.